I don't think we would have gotten a clear answer as to 'why'. But I was kind of hoping that I could at least see what part of his self-loathing they twisted to get him to murder, so I could better understand him.
[It's a blank book! Or well, it was blank. It looks like he's several pages in, and the current page has the following written on it:
'If you wallow in self-pity, then your world will be an unending nightmare.'
A mentor of mine said those words to me once. At the time I had
It looks like he stopped writing mid-sentence. He'll also quietly close the book after a few moments too.]
I'm more hoping that, if I can see how we're being manipulated, I can find a way to help someone who is being manipulated before they kill someone else.
[He nods in agreement at that last part though. Wise words from a wise mentor. (no.)]
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Date: 2022-03-13 02:46 am (UTC)[She's coming over, glancing at his book.]
I think we shouldn't put too much faith in the things people say when they're like that, anyways.
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Date: 2022-03-13 02:56 am (UTC)[It's a blank book! Or well, it was blank. It looks like he's several pages in, and the current page has the following written on it:
'If you wallow in self-pity, then your world will be an unending nightmare.'
A mentor of mine said those words to me once. At the time I had
It looks like he stopped writing mid-sentence. He'll also quietly close the book after a few moments too.]
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Date: 2022-03-13 03:12 am (UTC)[She sees the quote...and just nods after a moment.]
Those are good words.
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Date: 2022-03-13 03:34 am (UTC)[He nods in agreement at that last part though. Wise words from a wise mentor. (no.)]
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Date: 2022-03-13 03:48 am (UTC)[She considers that for a moment.]
Do you think a state like that could be reversed?
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Date: 2022-03-13 04:07 am (UTC)[She nods, after a moment.]
Then I'll believe in that, too.
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Date: 2022-03-13 04:22 am (UTC)Sometimes believing is what it takes to make it real, yeah?
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Date: 2022-03-13 04:26 am (UTC)Sometimes believing is all you have, in this world.
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Date: 2022-03-13 04:41 am (UTC)...how do you think tomorrow will go?
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Date: 2022-03-13 05:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-03-14 02:57 am (UTC)No matter who he fights, it's going to be rough. But Damien and Riff both survived, so whoever fights tomorrow might survive too.
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Date: 2022-03-14 03:06 am (UTC)We'll see. It seems Percy really wanted Vax...
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