(of course he can feel it. now, the question is, whether he wants to do something about it. ultimately, it should be atsushi's decision, and a makeout doesn't warrant anything other than what it is - but he also seems awfully willing. the decision he makes is that he'll keep going, for as long and as far as atsushi will go for. after all, this place will take him sooner, and this warrants them something out of this place. it can provide atsushi better living conditions, the next plate of food, some money, not that dazai himself would care for all these things. in a way, it's a way he has to take care of the other, and shouldn't his first time be with someone that cares?
... not that dazai's was, in any way, but what about him is about 'should's and 'shouldn't's? his kiss only breaks so he can ask.)
[Atsushi, in all of his virginity, doesn't really know what the next steps would be. He knows the basics- use lube and put dick in- but he hasn't exactly looked this up before. Does Dazai even have lube?
He remembers Chuuya saying something about not sleeping with Dazai. He should probably mention that.]
Nakahara-san said I shouldn't have my first time with you.
[A pause.]
But we can kiss and touch each other, right? That's not sex.
[Oh no, that look makes Atsushi bury his face against Dazai's shoulder as he breaks out into giggles. Chuuya really is the way to push Dazai's buttons, isn't he?]
It's fine, it's fine! He didn't seem interested anyway.
[A perfectly normal response in Atsushi's mind. He's honestly surprised when anyone shows interest in him.]
(considering he just made chuuya a 'which one of us is better' bait, he should come in soon. his index finger raises to his lips, a request for silence as he rubs the plant against his palm. he'll stick it right into chuuya's face when he goes through the door.)
(welcome, he opens the door, and the first thing he does is to slam the plant AND his palm against chuuya's face for a couple of seconds, before he sniffs it himself for a burst of energy, and then he runs-- to hide behind atsushi, look at that.)
[The noise Chuuya makes when Dazai shoves his palm against his face along with a minty smelling plant is enraged, and it's a good thing Dazai hides behind Atsushi because Chuuya's trying to grab the man in the next half-second to wring his sorry neck.
But instead, it means he just stumbles into Atsushi's personal space instead.]
Damn it Dazai!!
[He calms a little upon seeing Atsushi's awkward state.] Sorry you have to put up with this asshole.
(comically, he is hiding behind the youngest boy, coming out to check where the next possible assault might come, but when he notices that it isn't coming, he holds the other by the waist with one arm. his other hand, however, pulls down on his eyebag while he sticks a tongue out.
[It's hitting Chuuya even before the 'one' frankly. A gentle sort of rush, warmth in his blood, laughter bubbling in his throat as he reaches out to pat Atsushi's head.]
Hahaha!!! What-- What the hell did you give me...?
[Did Atsushi plan to get sandwiched between two clingy men? Yes? No?
Too bad, he's getting draped on by Chuuya, too.]
Don't apologize for that asshole, you're too cute for that.
[He's.
He's petting Atsushi's hair as he says this. Akin to what he'd do to a cat, in fact.]
But also Atsushi is now sandwiched between two attractive men, and once just called him cute? And they're both hanging onto him???
It's all Atsushi can do to hold out his arms and try to keep Chuuya upright as he drapes. This is making his heartbeat pick up and he's just mentally praying he doesn't pop a boner at the worst moment possible.]
Ah- um-
[He glances back at Dazai over his shoulder, then to Chuuya in his arms. He's trapped, what does he do?]
(hey, don't look at him. dazai's just here, pointing at chuuya with one hand, and grimacing and throwing a claw hand as to say - go, tiger, go, get-- as if that were possible, as if he isn't one of the reasons why it is not.
nevermind the fact that he's not letting go of atsushi, instead, he pulls him harder into the embrace.)
Get your own pussy, slug?! Shoo, shoo. Off my pussy!
[Aaah... cute. All his reactions are so cute. Endearing in the best ways, and Chuuya can't resist reaching up to stroke Atsushi's cheek while looking up at him playfully.
At least until Dazai says that, and... he sticks out his tongue?
What is he, 5?]
Don't see your name on him, mackerel. Besides, he doesn't look like he minds. Do you, Atsushi?
[Said while he continues to pet the younger man, sour expression replaced by a flirtation grin.]
(kind of, yeah, probably 6 if you squint? but, hey, he sees that grin... and he doesn't like it?! or he does. but probably he doesn't?! he would just drag atsushi with him if he so could, but instead, he'll press teeth against the skin to leave a small mark.)
Did you know, you two?! Each mouth shape is like your fingertips! A personal print of you?! So, now there's my name on him!
[Touching people is awesome, Chuuya highly recommends it. He's as tactile as they come and especially when inebriated in any way, which means Atsushi's going to have to Deal With That.
Chuuya's halfway tempted to tug Atsushi down to give him a kiss when Dazai does that, and he scowls.]
Oh yeah?
[Here's the thing about Dazai and Chuuya that Atsushi will learn very quickly: They are petty, childish and terrible when around each other.
Which means Chuuya's leaning up, enough to drag his teeth against the front of Atsushi's throat, biting down to leave a mark of his own.] And here's mine.
[And now he's going to tug Atsushi's head down, smiling.] Would you like a kiss, Atsushi?
[If he drags out the syllables of 'Atsushi' in a teasing tone, well... it's Chuuya.]
[It's a good thing that Atsushi's arms are occupied with holding Chuuya up, or else he would shove at Dazai for that. Even if he kind of liked that, he's not a thing to be claimed!!!
And then Chuuya does it too, and now he has two bite marks on his neck. His head thunks back against Dazai's chest as he lets out a hiss of a breath. They're both lucky he kind of liked that, he'll only be slightly passive-aggressive now.
To answer Chuuya's question, Atsushi nods once and licks his dry lips. Give him a moment, he's working up the courage to say something.]
(if dazai was shoved, he'd demand for chuuya to be shoved, too. equal rights, atsushi.
he knows atsushi, though. dazai would know if this was something he wasn't completely disapproving of, he'd let both know. the boy isn't scared to tell akutagawa off, imagine both of these idiots in a dick-measuring olympics.
from dazai's lips, a noise comes out in disapproval, a screech--
long fingers take atsushi's chin to tilt his head back, so he can steal a kiss first. hehe, die, chuuya.)
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Date: 2024-01-06 05:14 am (UTC)... not that dazai's was, in any way, but what about him is about 'should's and 'shouldn't's? his kiss only breaks so he can ask.)
Do you want to keep going, A-tsu-shi-kun?
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:07 pm (UTC)He remembers Chuuya saying something about not sleeping with Dazai. He should probably mention that.]
Nakahara-san said I shouldn't have my first time with you.
[A pause.]
But we can kiss and touch each other, right? That's not sex.
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:11 pm (UTC)back to it--)
You can't have your first with him either?! Don't even touch him, you'll get rabies.
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:19 pm (UTC)It's fine, it's fine! He didn't seem interested anyway.
[A perfectly normal response in Atsushi's mind. He's honestly surprised when anyone shows interest in him.]
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:23 pm (UTC)(he's even shaking atsushi. THIS IS SO IMPORTANT!!!)
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:25 pm (UTC)I won't! Promise!
[This is so fucking funny to him he can't help it. Everything is funnier with catnip involved.]
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:32 pm (UTC)(he's even standing up to get the drugs, it will go great!)
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:36 pm (UTC)Don't you dare, Dazai-san!
[No eating people!!!]
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Date: 2024-01-06 08:59 pm (UTC)there's the sound of a fist slamming into the door outside, but at least he's nice enough to knock?]
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Date: 2024-01-07 12:01 am (UTC)Tiger, go, go!
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Date: 2024-01-07 12:09 am (UTC)[He can't exactly go full tiger on command so he just stands there looking awkward for a moment. Then he glances back at Dazai.]
I-I can't just do it like that, Dazai-san.
[Give him the good kush, Dazai.]
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Date: 2024-01-10 06:38 am (UTC)But instead, it means he just stumbles into Atsushi's personal space instead.]
Damn it Dazai!!
[He calms a little upon seeing Atsushi's awkward state.] Sorry you have to put up with this asshole.
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Date: 2024-01-11 02:45 am (UTC)Um. It'll probably be hitting you soon. I'm so sorry for this.
[Why did he give Dazai the catnip?]
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Date: 2024-01-12 11:49 pm (UTC)mature!)
Hehehehe, I'm not! Five... Four... Three... Two... One...!!!!!!
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Date: 2024-01-12 11:59 pm (UTC)Hahaha!!! What-- What the hell did you give me...?
[Did Atsushi plan to get sandwiched between two clingy men? Yes? No?
Too bad, he's getting draped on by Chuuya, too.]
Don't apologize for that asshole, you're too cute for that.
[He's.
He's petting Atsushi's hair as he says this. Akin to what he'd do to a cat, in fact.]
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Date: 2024-01-13 12:19 am (UTC)[Science sure is happening today.
But also Atsushi is now sandwiched between two attractive men, and once just called him cute? And they're both hanging onto him???
It's all Atsushi can do to hold out his arms and try to keep Chuuya upright as he drapes. This is making his heartbeat pick up and he's just mentally praying he doesn't pop a boner at the worst moment possible.]
Ah- um-
[He glances back at Dazai over his shoulder, then to Chuuya in his arms. He's trapped, what does he do?]
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Date: 2024-01-13 12:22 am (UTC)nevermind the fact that he's not letting go of atsushi, instead, he pulls him harder into the embrace.)
Get your own pussy, slug?! Shoo, shoo. Off my pussy!
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Date: 2024-01-13 12:34 am (UTC)At least until Dazai says that, and... he sticks out his tongue?
What is he, 5?]
Don't see your name on him, mackerel. Besides, he doesn't look like he minds. Do you, Atsushi?
[Said while he continues to pet the younger man, sour expression replaced by a flirtation grin.]
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Date: 2024-01-13 12:55 am (UTC)That grin is making Atsushi weak in the knees though. Who allowed Chuuya to be so unfairly handsome?]
It is partially my fault you're like this, so I guess I'm responsible for you right now.
[He says that, but he's still leaning back against Dazai too. Neither man is going anywhere, at least until the drugs in Chuuya wear off.]
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Date: 2024-01-13 12:57 am (UTC)Did you know, you two?! Each mouth shape is like your fingertips! A personal print of you?! So, now there's my name on him!
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Date: 2024-01-13 01:10 am (UTC)Chuuya's halfway tempted to tug Atsushi down to give him a kiss when Dazai does that, and he scowls.]
Oh yeah?
[Here's the thing about Dazai and Chuuya that Atsushi will learn very quickly: They are petty, childish and terrible when around each other.
Which means Chuuya's leaning up, enough to drag his teeth against the front of Atsushi's throat, biting down to leave a mark of his own.] And here's mine.
[And now he's going to tug Atsushi's head down, smiling.] Would you like a kiss, Atsushi?
[If he drags out the syllables of 'Atsushi' in a teasing tone, well... it's Chuuya.]
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Date: 2024-01-13 01:29 am (UTC)And then Chuuya does it too, and now he has two bite marks on his neck. His head thunks back against Dazai's chest as he lets out a hiss of a breath. They're both lucky he kind of liked that, he'll only be slightly passive-aggressive now.
To answer Chuuya's question, Atsushi nods once and licks his dry lips. Give him a moment, he's working up the courage to say something.]
Think you're better than him?
[There he goes, causing problems on purpose.]
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Date: 2024-01-13 01:36 am (UTC)he knows atsushi, though. dazai would know if this was something he wasn't completely disapproving of, he'd let both know. the boy isn't scared to tell akutagawa off, imagine both of these idiots in a dick-measuring olympics.
from dazai's lips, a noise comes out in disapproval, a screech--
long fingers take atsushi's chin to tilt his head back, so he can steal a kiss first. hehe, die, chuuya.)
He always does, and he doesn't deliver!
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