(this was the most wonderful thing! it's so funny, because aren't tigers just huge cats? and isn't atsushi just a tiny cat? he's so delighted, and even more so at the fact that he's letting him continue. is atsushi ticklish? long fingers wish to know, and they venture down his waist.)
ONLY!!! If you kiss it better! You know, pain hurts! I'm not for it! But bites! Don't have to hurt!! Ah, I really feel like running right now! What do you want to do?! Do you wanna bite or do you wanna run?! I wanna bite AND run!!!
(oh, a lot has changed since atsushi was all nervous in that closet, hasn't it? it's the beauty of drugs! the improbable, yet completely plausible comes out just like that! he's so electric that the kiss he decides to return is much, more more intense, because he feels the energy running in his veins. it's going to make him want to roll around with the other.
Atsushi is chuckling into the kiss as they roll. He's in a playful mood too, and the way cats play is by pouncing on each other. So he's going to try and roll them so he's on top, pinning Dazai down with his arms.
(like this, he doesn't mind much. it's much different than being pinned against a wall, he'd say, the view is-- more interesting, here. one might argue that there has got to be something bad about being this close to your co-worker, let alone your mentee, but this place is completely different, isn't it? different expectations and rules.
so, his hands go right back to the waist he was tickling not too long ago. this is fine, too.)
[If he had more of a cat-brain right now, Atsushi might do something silly like run circles around the room before tackling Dazai again. But a very human Atsushi, though he's still feeling restless now and wants to move, can contain it for a few moments.]
Is that good? Or does it need more kissing to feel better?
(he did not, but if there is anything dazai excels at, it would be lying - not that he feels at all strongly either way about it. in this case, at least, it's fun to pull the other's leg, he feels like the high is passing, and the euphoria is becoming more like a gentle wave of dazzling joy.
he'll enjoy it while he can, pulling atsushi for a kiss much more passionate and intense than the ones they had already shared.)
[He's beaming down at Dazai, his smile both bright and kind. Yes, he did bite Dazai, so it's up to him to fix it. The kisses are welcome, he enjoyed it when they made out in that closet too. And being high means he's nowhere near as self-conscious as he usually is, So he leans in to kiss Dazai once more.
It's intense, but he's doing his best to keep up with Dazai, matching him kiss for kiss. He's always been a fast learner, after all. And as they kiss, Atsushi shifts his legs and one slots between Dazai's legs, bringing them closer. He's not doing it on purpose, but pressing close like that feels right.
Also surprise, there's something big in Atsushi's pants and it's probably not a gun.]
(of course he can feel it. now, the question is, whether he wants to do something about it. ultimately, it should be atsushi's decision, and a makeout doesn't warrant anything other than what it is - but he also seems awfully willing. the decision he makes is that he'll keep going, for as long and as far as atsushi will go for. after all, this place will take him sooner, and this warrants them something out of this place. it can provide atsushi better living conditions, the next plate of food, some money, not that dazai himself would care for all these things. in a way, it's a way he has to take care of the other, and shouldn't his first time be with someone that cares?
... not that dazai's was, in any way, but what about him is about 'should's and 'shouldn't's? his kiss only breaks so he can ask.)
[Atsushi, in all of his virginity, doesn't really know what the next steps would be. He knows the basics- use lube and put dick in- but he hasn't exactly looked this up before. Does Dazai even have lube?
He remembers Chuuya saying something about not sleeping with Dazai. He should probably mention that.]
Nakahara-san said I shouldn't have my first time with you.
[A pause.]
But we can kiss and touch each other, right? That's not sex.
[Oh no, that look makes Atsushi bury his face against Dazai's shoulder as he breaks out into giggles. Chuuya really is the way to push Dazai's buttons, isn't he?]
It's fine, it's fine! He didn't seem interested anyway.
[A perfectly normal response in Atsushi's mind. He's honestly surprised when anyone shows interest in him.]
(considering he just made chuuya a 'which one of us is better' bait, he should come in soon. his index finger raises to his lips, a request for silence as he rubs the plant against his palm. he'll stick it right into chuuya's face when he goes through the door.)
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Date: 2024-01-03 08:28 pm (UTC)but dazai will never have such happiness in his life. as soon as his other hand reaches to pet the tummy... well...
it's just atsushi, but it doesn't really... stop him.... either the petting nor the flying bandage.)
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Date: 2024-01-03 08:32 pm (UTC)But yeah now it's just Atsushi. Since he has fingers now he'll grab the bandage and grin up at Dazai.]
I got it.
[He does not object to the stomach-petting though. He's high and it just tickles a little.]
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Date: 2024-01-03 08:44 pm (UTC)Hehehe, do you bite, too? Like a kitty!
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Date: 2024-01-03 08:54 pm (UTC)No, I don't have fangs!
[His protests are lighthearted though, he's just having a good time.]
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Date: 2024-01-03 09:06 pm (UTC)HEY. HEY. LISTEN. LISTEN. WE COULD--
(nevermind, he's going to laugh and sink his face on the stomach he was tickling. he can bite! who needs fangs!!)
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Date: 2024-01-04 01:38 am (UTC)What, should I bite you?
[Oh no. There's gears turning in his high mind now. He might actually bite this man, the look on his face says he's considering it.]
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Date: 2024-01-04 06:22 pm (UTC)But he'll kiss it better right after.]
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Date: 2024-01-04 06:57 pm (UTC)zoomies.)
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Date: 2024-01-04 07:11 pm (UTC)Atsushi is chuckling into the kiss as they roll. He's in a playful mood too, and the way cats play is by pouncing on each other. So he's going to try and roll them so he's on top, pinning Dazai down with his arms.
'Try' being the key word.]
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Date: 2024-01-04 07:23 pm (UTC)so, his hands go right back to the waist he was tickling not too long ago. this is fine, too.)
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Date: 2024-01-04 07:45 pm (UTC)Is that good? Or does it need more kissing to feel better?
[The lip-biting, he means.]
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Date: 2024-01-04 08:42 pm (UTC)(he did not, but if there is anything dazai excels at, it would be lying - not that he feels at all strongly either way about it. in this case, at least, it's fun to pull the other's leg, he feels like the high is passing, and the euphoria is becoming more like a gentle wave of dazzling joy.
he'll enjoy it while he can, pulling atsushi for a kiss much more passionate and intense than the ones they had already shared.)
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Date: 2024-01-06 04:11 am (UTC)[He's beaming down at Dazai, his smile both bright and kind. Yes, he did bite Dazai, so it's up to him to fix it. The kisses are welcome, he enjoyed it when they made out in that closet too. And being high means he's nowhere near as self-conscious as he usually is, So he leans in to kiss Dazai once more.
It's intense, but he's doing his best to keep up with Dazai, matching him kiss for kiss. He's always been a fast learner, after all. And as they kiss, Atsushi shifts his legs and one slots between Dazai's legs, bringing them closer. He's not doing it on purpose, but pressing close like that feels right.
Also surprise, there's something big in Atsushi's pants and it's probably not a gun.]
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Date: 2024-01-06 05:14 am (UTC)... not that dazai's was, in any way, but what about him is about 'should's and 'shouldn't's? his kiss only breaks so he can ask.)
Do you want to keep going, A-tsu-shi-kun?
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:07 pm (UTC)He remembers Chuuya saying something about not sleeping with Dazai. He should probably mention that.]
Nakahara-san said I shouldn't have my first time with you.
[A pause.]
But we can kiss and touch each other, right? That's not sex.
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:11 pm (UTC)back to it--)
You can't have your first with him either?! Don't even touch him, you'll get rabies.
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:19 pm (UTC)It's fine, it's fine! He didn't seem interested anyway.
[A perfectly normal response in Atsushi's mind. He's honestly surprised when anyone shows interest in him.]
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:23 pm (UTC)(he's even shaking atsushi. THIS IS SO IMPORTANT!!!)
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:25 pm (UTC)I won't! Promise!
[This is so fucking funny to him he can't help it. Everything is funnier with catnip involved.]
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:32 pm (UTC)(he's even standing up to get the drugs, it will go great!)
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Date: 2024-01-06 06:36 pm (UTC)Don't you dare, Dazai-san!
[No eating people!!!]
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Date: 2024-01-06 08:59 pm (UTC)there's the sound of a fist slamming into the door outside, but at least he's nice enough to knock?]
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